A time of Sanity

Wondering what Sanity is?? Was just reading on ex-church sister's blog online, and understand that she was going through a period of melancholy days. Well, she is a sister that was really close to my heart, and we could share quite a few things in each other's lives.
Didnt really know what happened suddenly, but she chose to leave the church. How have things changed since then? After losing her handphone number (when i lose my handphone), she have not been sms-ing me, or even when I managed to catch her in school one day, and told her to sms me her number, she didnt also. Whats wrong? How can I help?

Was talking to David Chan one day, and he mentioned that "we may thought that she needed some time alone, so we left her alone. But probably that wasnt what she wanted."

Putting on different masks for different purposes has seem to be part of my life already. So much so that sometimes I'm not even sure which is the real me. I yearn for the time I can spent just by myself, away from the city, from the problems and blah. It's probably something all of us have on the wish list as well. The concrete jungle, hustle and bustle of the city can be claustrophobic.

The above paragraph is quoted from her blog. Think that paragraph just spoke out what I want in life also. Was talking to my "brother" online today, and he has made a decision to go overseas, without a job or studies secure. Was asking him, how can he dare to go overseas without a secure plan, and he told me, Mei, you need to focus on what you want in life,make a decision and go do it. Dont let anything hold you back.

Does that sound like wise advice to you?? To me, it sure does. I dont want to end up regretting things that I have not done 30 years down the road, when I am old and cant do anything more.